it starts again

hey2..thank u toh for bringing this blog back..ur effort is deeply appreciated :) thank you again :D concerning ur blog..finally!!..hehe..now i understand why :p concerning what happened a few days ago..i dun think i have to explain because most of u know what happen and i hope most of u understand ;) thank you for those who are willing to listen ;) now i want to write something that i find very meaningful..that is friendship :p yeah2 im being sentimental..fuck that..like u guys dun know me any better :p anyway i felt really appreciated when a portion of you really knows me well and for i thank you..ur friendship means everything to me..thats why i always spend the weekends at home..to find u guys ;) except when finals are around the corner like NOW!!..gosh just 3 weeks away and im still not sure whether im prepared or not..i had to dropped one subject because i dun think im confident enough to answer it in the finals..now i have 3 subjects hopefully i can do much better and ur prayers for my success is highly appreciated..hehe :p getting back to friendship..my definition about it..its based on trust and years of years of being together..think about it..who is the better person to help u in rough times..im sure not many will show up but a few will..now thats ur fren..but when ur torn between 2 frens..how ur gonna make it work?..thats wut stressed me out the most..a person that u learned to love with 8 years of friendship and for some, thats considered long..with 8 years of that u know that person inside out..what they are like..heh..but with 8 years with no understanding from one another..i find it a waste..people come and go..i have experience that..it hurts..but ull get over it..and we are humans..and humans sometime makes the stupidest mistakes..and i quote from forrest gump..'stupid is as stupid does' love that movie..brought tears to my eyes..got a problem wit that?..hahaha..fuck you :p hehehe..anyway if its meant to be then its meant to be..ill learn to accept it..in time..anyhow..see yaa..im gonna continue with my studying :D